Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. -1 Peter 5:6,7, NIV
Sometimes I act cocky. Other times I think I know it all. Even other times I fail to uphold Your presence with the reverence –yet the freedom it so righteously deserves. Still, I feel that I’m not the same person as I used to be: something seems to draw me instant… Ech, it’s like a balancing act –I hope I get to do the right thing at the end!
Many people say I worry too much. But there are things of greater importance I must carry. The world doesn’t need to understand the things I feel…And yet, here am I, opening up about it.
For whoever cares to read these musings, bless them, Lord. At least, please let them know that You care for ‘em, and that I do my hardest to be the best writer I could possibly be-but the fire’s diminishing. I can’t do nothing more if You withdraw whatever You have from me. I can’t live this way…
Make me willing to fall under Your hand, so You cover me with grace.
Please, Lord, take my cares, ‘cause I don’t want to see You cry no more.
Because that is the only thing that will make me closer to You.