Can you trust him to bring in your grain and gather it to your threshing floor? (Job 39:12)
Pero, what about those times that you have to say, “Should I trust You” to God? What a pain-staking ordeal! Can that question fall over the lines of doubt, a blind knowledge of His power, or just an “unbeliever thing” to say? Maybe, and maybe.
That kind of doubt is constant in many ways and colors. And we should ask all our doubts, fears and desires for the Lord, as I have said during the past few weeks. But, about using our fears and love for Him to just… sway all things to Jesus? Should I trust Him?
I know that here, I have to keep a degree of secrecy (in which, I’ve failed miserably) to the point of not revealing personal details of myself (failed again!) and not butt my family in the topic (not yet…). But should I trust God that my own family is His? Or that you are blessed? Should I trust that my life is pure and righteous by His grace? (You are rolling eyes right now…) Should I trust that God is the only way out of this world? Should I trust that there is a God beyond our understanding, in which we have to… secede our knowledge to the One we don’t see, but feel and talk to?
“How can I serve an invisible God?” was my question Sunday. Now, the question has changed: “Should I trust that invisible God?” Should I just lay down me-self to Him and just rest in the grace He has promised for us? This doubt can change your life.
Should I trust You, Lord?